• 4 years ago
  • 360 Views

Please Read Confession:321805 before Reading.

Quick Summary: My BF talks about are Swinging E***** Story

Starts: True Story: “So things are better left unsaid and done”

To Continue:

I will start the conversation using the same narrative: “Some things are better left unsaid and done”

In my BF’s confession, he states: “I look at my GF with rage and start crying again. YOU NASTY F****** W****!! Why did you do this s*** to me? She states exhaustingly “What are you talking about? You did this”. The arguing went on for another hour ( told her that I was watching). We are also in therapy.”

I’ll pick up from here.

I was so hurt after the argument with my BF, he called me all types of names and degraded me and made me feel like I was a w****. FOR WHAT? Because someone gave me an o***** of a lifetime? I DIDNT CHEAT……I DIDNT SNEAK AROUND…. I simply went along with a foolish fantasy my BF had in his head. I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO GO ALONG WITH THIS FANTASY.

I am a very nice lay back person, I don’t talk s***, I avoid drama, and try my best to be as truthful as possible. I learned from my last relationship that honesty is the key to living drama-free.

So as he was screaming at me and calling me out my name- pacing back and forth. He said: “ Who the f*** are you”…You know I was watching you?. I responded in shock and said how? Weren’t you in the other room with the two female escorts? He responded: “YES…but we finished early….and I was curious, so I put a cracking the connecting hotel room door, and watched the P**** that you just played in. WHO THE F*** ARE YOU???…. YOUR DOING SQUATS ON THIS DUDES D***??? You never did this s*** with me… I Feel like I don’t even know you”.

I am trying to remain calm at this point….He continues to ask me: WHY?. I responded saying, “It was too big to ride so I had to squat down on it.” HE THEN starts screaming louder calling me a “B**** and a W****”, and he got so loud that the hotel manager came to the room and asked us to leave.

The whole way home I stay quiet and didn’t say a word, him either. I even slept on the sofa when we got home. The next day I came home from work and I am bombarded with more questions. He first apologized and said he was out of line to an extent (I think to myself “what type of apology is this?”). He goes on to ask me: “Was that your first time squirting? Why did you squirt so much? Was he that much bigger than me?… For the next four days, it seemed like I was getting questioned about everything…” Have I ever satisfied you like that?… Did he eat your p**** better than me? Why did you Yell “SAUSE, I MEAN APPLE SAUCE” it was that good? Why you say (IMMA GONNA PASS OUT)?

He made me feel so small. I mention this situation to my girlfriend and she started laughing and ask… I ask why? She said “your being too hard on yourself SiS, you didn’t do anything wrong. I am confused ….you did something for him and now he’s upset? Were you not suppose to enjoy it? You know how to handle this situation, tell him actually what he wants to hear, tell him how it was? He wants to talk about it. Also shouldn’t he know all the answers to the questions he is asking you? He saw everything right? I know y’all love each other, but if y’all want to get through this he will have to learn how to see things for what they are. If not y’all will eventually break up”

Later that night, I finally sit down and talk to him about the situation.

I start the conversation off by asking him why he is so angry? He negates my questions and states: “ Was it really that good?, Was that your first time squirting? Was his did that much bigger than mine?” Thinking about what my girlfriend said to me earlier, I start to calmly answer his questions. The next thing out of my mouth was:” We are going to have this conversation 1 time and 1 time only… NO NAME CALLING OR DISRESPECT…IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR GOING TO SAY SOMETHING OUT OF LINE..GO COOL OFF IN THE ROOM…OK? He responds :”Ok”. I ask him what do you want to know? He says the same thing he been saying for days: “ Was it really that good, Was that your first time squirting? Was his did that much bigger than mine?”…I tell him “Yes it was it was amazing”……… Yes it was my first time squirting..He then cuts me off and says -HOW?? WHY?? What did he do? Is my d*** not enough?” I asked him, how am I suppose to answer that question??? When his did was inside me I felt like I couldn’t move and the constant stroking was just to much. I Felt like a SODA that had been shaken up. He gets loud and says: Why do you have to talk like that? I responded how? I am telling you what happened……He says: “I know but why are you over exaggerating??? I responded do you think I am trying to make you mad?? I want this to be over. He then says: “Okay OKAY relax”……….”Was his d*** that much bigger than mine? I replied yes it was, it was a bit longer but it was thicker for-sure. He cut me off and said “A bit”.. what does that mean? I calmly replied: Yes it was bigger, I am not sugaring coating any thing any more”. He then ask: “How many times did you c**”..I lost count but at least 5 times I remember.

2 hours later.. He is still going and ask “why did you tell me It was too big to ride so I had to squat down on it.”??”………………….. It was, It hurt to sit on it so I squatted on it. Again he says “ and that made you squirt ….HOW?”…….. Because it felt really good, and he wasn’t letting up and I was really turned on but everything he was doing.. IDK?? I told him girls can’t control how much or when they squirt” it happens out of no where? If that IDK it was my first time. He then ask, “where did this come from? I thought knew your body?….I tell him IDK..When someone takes control of your body and hits all the right spot…. things like this happen. He then ask “what’s the 2nd and 3rd craziest s******* experience you had”. I tell him the time we fucked on the room of our apartment and we stare at the city while we fucked….Quickly he said “and 3rd???.. In college me and my sorority sister (Jennifer), fucked two football players on the same night (yes this was before I met you)… He jumps up and yells “WHAT THE F***?? WHO ARE YOU?? Like a foursome???”…..I said something like that… 1 f*** me for a bit then me a Jennifer would switch. He screams and yells…..”f*** you”…. And I lost it.

I THEN TOLD HIM TO SIT THE F*** DOWN…..YOU LIED TO ME AND BETRAYED ME AND I HAVEN’T SAID S*** THESE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS. YOU LIED AND GOT TWO ESCORTS AND I DID NOTHING. YOU TRICKED ME N MADE ME FEEL BAD, ONLY TO GET MAD AT ME. WHAT DID I DO WRONG?? I FUCKED SOMEONE YOU PUT ME ON WITH AND YOU PAID. YOU MADE ME YOUR HOE!! WHY ARE YOU SO STRESSED AND UPSET..YOU GOT EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED. I KEPT TELLING YOU IT WAS A BAD IDEA.. IVE HAVE SEEN STUFF LIKE THIS IN THE PAST AND IT TURN OUT LIKE THIS BUT WORST. AND WHATS WRONG WITH MY PAST, I LIKE HAVING S** , ESPECIALLY WITH MEN WITH BIG YOU KNOW WHAT…IDK IT JUST A TURNS ME…ONCE AGAIN I TOLD YOU IT WAS A BAD IDEA…YOU HAVE BEEN WITH MULTIPLE (OVER 40 GIRLS).. AND I HAVE BEEN WITH LIKE 10 DUDES..WHY CANT YOU TAKE THE FACT THAT THIS E***** YOU PAID FOR ….FUCKED MY BRAINS OUT AND I SPLASH MY JUCIES ALL OVER HIM…..MY P**** WAS DRIPPING WET AND I NEVER EXPERINCED ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE..HE TRIED TO PUT MY THONG BACK ON BUT MY IT GO DRENCHED WITHIN SECONDS . F***!! AND DID YOU NOTICE I DIDN’T ASK ABOUT YOUR TIME ??? BECAUSE I DONT CARE. I TRIED TO PROTECT YOU.

He starts crying and walks away…later that week I suggested that we try and see someone and now were in therapy and were making progress. I only hope it continues.

” Ladies men will ask you s*** and tempt you with s*** just to satisfy their own insecurities. I love my BF but I am no longer holding back. If dont let them belittle you or push you to the edge..Anwer all there wierd insecure questions and move on.. I noticed wants you tell them what’s really good or do what they want they become speechless. THEY NEED TO UNDERSTAND WERE K**** TOO.

Comments are closed.

Simply Confess