• 4 years ago
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Uncle’s friend update.
Uhm, so my boyfriend proposed to me. I Actually didn’t expect that. Well, he said he loved me but still? WTF?! I was negatively shocked. I felt like a b**** for deliberately thinking of f****** another man. To make it short I said no. We broke up. I didn’t feel like “cheating” on him like that. I am not a cheater so yeah that’s it.
Besides, seeing my uncle’s friend, or better my uncle’s business partner, almost daily didn’t make it easier for me. I feel almost guilty.
Somehow I feel he “likes” me too. That’s not surprising. I know what I look like. But yet I am not sure. Sometimes I think about having just a one night stand or something like that. S***, the truth is that I believe I will eventually grow attached which will be devastating for both of us.
A tiny secret part of me desperately wants him to ask me out. Strange as it seems, by refusing him I hope I’ll make him become obsessed with me.
I am growing more frustrated by the minute.
His eyes burn my mind.

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