Pretty much anytime we are alone, my boyfriend and I engage in s***** activities (though not penetration cause we just haven’t bought condoms yet and we want to be safe). That doesn’t stop me from fantasizing about all the things I want him to do to me. We’re both virgins, and we agreed that we would be open to trying things. My boyfriend is really sweet when we do stuff together, he’s always asking if I’m okay, if it hurts (when f******** me), etc. He’s always worried how I’m feeling, but honestly I just want him to do whatever he wants to me. I’m kinda a shy person and I just don’t know how to tell him that I want him to be rough with me, pull my hair, talk dirty, bruise me everywhere, and all sorts of things.
