I know this is wrong, but I have worked 3 years with a female colleague being good platonic friends (shes like 8 years older than me, she has two kids and we are both married), but after we got retrenched and didnt see each other for a while , I missed her a lot. When I saw her again, I experience a strange euphoria and immediately got aroused by her. Since then it became a fantasy to have s** with her. Its really hard being around her now since I am constantly fantasizing about her naked squirming body begging me for more..
