i’m married .. but I can’t stop thinking about my ex. my relationship with my husband isnt great right now, we keep fighting and we stopped having s**. my husband makes me feel kinda low and he doesn’t make me feel beautiful or wanted.. so I go back to the times I was with my ex. I felt safe around him and I loved how he made me feel .. I feel guilty for thinking about him but I can’t help it. my thoughts keep going back to the times we would have s** and the intimacy we shared .. i’d think about the times i’d be cuddled up with him and how much I missed being touch so softly but f*** me so roughly. running his fingers through my hair and then the clumps of my hair he’d have his fists when he fucked me back the back. I don’t think it’s just s** i’m been missing I think it the intimacy associated with the s** I use to have with him .. I want it so badly but I know I can’t go there. is it the risky part of thinking about this that’s exciting me? knowing I want it but I can’t have it.
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I totally get what your feeling! I feel like that to sometimes. I’ve been told it’s completely normal. You always have memories of ex’s and in hard times with your current spouse you’ll remember the comfort but in good times with your current you’ll remember why an ex is an ex.