I’ve been very good friends with him for a year, maybe more. He’s always simply elated just to see me, and that has always made me feel important and worthy. I found a half-hour-long instrumental track with my name in the title. Sparse lyrics like “You’re always on my mind”, “Changed my life”, etc. sprinkle the track. I’ve noticed that, in his body language, his speech, his attitude, that his romantic feelings towards me have reared their heads. I have also had a crush on him for as long as i have known the guy. I want to confess, but it’ll turn out to be very messy. I’m sure.
I imagine us together in bed a lot, really. But this platonic friendship is so much more valuable than a s***** one.
P.S. If you need a good album to listen to, check out Black Marble – It’s Immaterial. Although you might be confessing something similar after a listen or two lmao
