Recently my wife and I got introduced to swinging by a female friend of mine from college. We used to hang out a lot and secretly had a crush on her. Before me and my wife got engaged I told the friend about the feelings I had for her. She was in a serious relationship and said that it was too late now. We accepted this and moved on. She married and had kids I married and had kids. Our families have been hanging out for a while now and not once has she mentioned this.

Well recently while talking and hanging out as couples she brought up how they have gotten into swinging and love it. Obviously probeing to see how we would respond, and eventually asked us if we would be interested. Me and my wife talked and decided that we would give it a try, but only soft swinging/no penetration.

Now we have had several swinging episodes over the past 5 years with them and it’s been amazing….at least for me and the other couple. My wife has stated several times she’s not that into it but that she likes that I enjoy it. I’ve absolutly loved it since I’ve been able to live out most of my fantasy with my college crush. And quite frankly I get the vibe that she enjoys me too.

She’s always excited to break off and come to me to devour my c***. She absolutely loves giving me head. There’s been several moments when we’ve connected while swinging and we’ve exchanged looks that both said we are enjoying each other more than our spouses.

When I’ve gone down on her/fingered her/used a toy on her she screams my name in a uncontrollable way. Shes grinded her wet p**** on my hard c*** while squirting on my d*** and it’s been intoxicating. She’s suggested several times that we should keep an open mind about swapping partners. She’s also commented to me personally how much she wants to try having a big d*** in her since her husband is small and I’m very much not.

Well my wife has decided for us to take a break from it all.

I can’t stop fantasizing about her giving me head. I literally crave it. I also would love to get just one chance to f*** her.

I feel like if I bring this up to my wife I’ll loose all chances of anything at all in the future. But I also feel like if I don’t, the longer I wait the less likely it is to happen. I also think about talking to the friend separate and seeing if she feels the same and if so giving it a go without spouses knowing. All I know is I want her so bad! What to do what to do???!!!!

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