I was molested a lot when I was a child. People I knew on line and my people my family was close with. It took me f****** years to cope with it I did it all alone I told no one the kicker is my father molested me when I was 19 years old not eight not 7 but 19. My family refused to Believe me or offer me any sort of comfort or help. I was completely ostracized by my family despite pleading with my mother to please run any tests possible. in the middle of a snowstorm I was kicked out of my house because my father molested me. It was shocking how fast and incessantly they refused to not only believe me but How fast they kick me out and ostracized me. I hear nothing from my dad side of the family despite all of them literally seeing him grind his p**** against me in the entryway between the kitchen in the living room. his mom my grandma even said his name in disgust. She ended up abandoning me too. I deal with the people who clothed me and bathed me as a child, the people who told me they love me become wolves and completely abandon me. I have dreams of one day becoming famous to live a life like my idol Marilyn Monroe. When I was couch surfing I used to use these twists my hair because even though I only had the clothes on my back and a few personal items at least I had beautifying myself to ignore the threat of starvation. I’ve been molested and s******* abuse so much that my brain now constantly thinks that it’s reliving it and is sensitive and hates to feel touch. It’s a hard thing to say but I watch them turn against me. I’ve seen my own father change my information clearing my phone number and address to his information to Control me. What was the most shocking and most hurtful was that they refused to even think of believing me I begged In protest it to be interrogated, tested, whatever there possibly was yet they didn’t listen. They didn’t want to.
