Last Saturday I dreamt about my third date with someone that I have been dating since October, and even though were not in anything serious I still can not help but feel connected with her emotionally. On Sunday morning, I couldn’t stop dreaming about her that I literally masturbated in my sleep and rushed to the bathroom to vent out any fluids. I don’t want my date s*******, I want to have her as both a best friend and someone that I can be vulnerable and share my thoughts with, and I fear that she may eventually loose interest with me after the first few dates. I hope and pray for a miracle to happen that we can retain our connection as I work harder to be a good suitor to her.

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