It’s unfair of me to want you to come back into my life.To normalise it, stabilise it, shine some positive light into it. I want you to motivate me, like you did before. But, that’s not your job.
I should have hugged you goodbye. I wasted my only chance. Because I may very well be someones science experiment. The end reslt of a multiyear run. Events have been so calamitous I can’t actually know for sure what’s happened.It’s made me agnostic about my own life. And agnostic in full.
It makes me wonder what I could bring to the table? Anything? Is there anything you could possibly want from someone like me?
