• 5 years ago
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I had a dream last night that really stuck with me.

(I am female, to eliminate confusion)
I was a senior in highschool again, and had met the most beautiful Asian girl.. we hung out during class, in a school so much richer than any I’ve ever had the pleasure to experience. (It wasn’t real, bear with me) There was some sort of event going on at the school, and despite the sky growing dark, the building was still open, and most of the doors were unlocked. We snuck away from the event, this girl and I, and made our way to the deserted shower room. It was a wide open, and well decorated space. Ornate lanterns and private alcoves for the showers, the walls lined with a beautiful pattern made from slats of wood, like some kind of incredible bathhouse. I looked around for anyone who might intrude, and ducked into the corner shower with the girl, upon her request. She asked me sweetly, eyes wide, if we were going to be dating. We had spent weeks together, after all. I smiled at her rather forward question, slightly taken aback.
She didn’t need an answer-
She was gorgeous, holding my hand.
We showered together, nothing s*****, just very sweet and innocent. Having fun, joking and enjoying our time together.
I’ll never forget the way she looked at me.

And I woke up, feeling bittersweet.
I was happy the dream was so cute.
But, I was also sad.
Sad that this girl was gone.
Sad that I didn’t have a new life.
Sad I couldn’t start over again.
Sad that my girlfriend doesn’t look at me even half as sweetly..

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