Okay so I actually f****** hate my life. Not for some reason like I’m antisocial, abused or suicidal. I hate my life because of how repeative and boring it is. I’m going mad living in this time loop i call life. I go to school and I see my friends .I say hi then talk to them. I go to 2 classes then to break then back to classes. I get lunch and eat with my friends. I go to my last class ,walk straight home, go to sleep and repeat. I don’t mess around, i don’t smoke, i don’t get drunk, I don’t party, i have no boyfriend, I have no one night stands, I have no excitement and I have no thrill. I don’t do what i want. My life is so unbareable at this point I’m just living to discover the big surprise of how i die. I want to run away to the huge city and have fun, actual fun, just for once. I want to get high and drunk with strangers i love. I want to commit a thrilling crime and have rough lovable s**. For once I’d like to be the person i want to be. Which isn’t the me i am now .I wanna be a teen s** symbol.

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