I’m beyond turned on by the thought of my long term girlfriend getting fucked by random men. Her being used as a s*** by different people. It makes me rock hard and I beat my d*** to it whenever we can’t have s**. The thought of her getting fucked and sucking strangers dicks drives me crazy s*******. Before we met I know she used to have a very sluttt past. She’s changed but in bed she’s a freak for sure and it’s amazing. These thoughts though of her being used make me so turned on though. Weirdest part is if she ever cheated on me I’d wanna ruin her. What the f*** is up with this fantasy? Anyone else ever feel that way? I’m seriously fucked up I guess.
- 5 years ago
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You sure are fucked up. Never act on or discuss these feelings with her.
I know how the fuck do I stop these stupid thoughts though? Or at least not be turned on by them?
You have to figure out why you’re feeling them. No lie, you would benefit from going to a therapist. A sex therapist, specifically.
dude arrange a gangbang for her including you she has a slutty past she will go for it
I see two options.
1: safer – join a swingers club then see what happens. I once joined about 10 guys in cumming on a wife’s pussy while her husband held her legs back. A few guys fucked to cum, she was all for it.
2: sorta sketch – adult theater. You know how that’ll play out.
That’s the weird thing though I don’t actually want it to happen. It’d fuck me up emotionally but for some ridiculous unknown reason the thought turns me on but if it really happened I’d be damaged. Fuck is up with that shit? Anyone know?
I am not a shrink, but it sounds like you have a lot of self-loathing.
Yeah I have a pretty shitty past and don’t think I deserve good things often. Usually causing me to self sabotage. Even though I’ve changed and am a better person I still get like that at times. Fuck.