I had dream last night about one of my friends boyfriend. It’s a little blurry but I remember we were in a school setting and we were in the same class and we were talking. I’m not sure how it got to that point in our conversation but he asked if I wanted him to finger me in the boy’s bathroom and I said yeah. (I do kinda like him so, like why not, right?) So we walked/sneaked out of class (and I was imagining how hot it was going to be and how exciting it was going to be to have him touching me) and headed to the boys bathroom but once we got there I decided not to do it anymore because I was scared of getting caught (and decided I wasn’t ready) and even though the idea of him f******** me did excite me I just backed out if it and he was like okay nevermind then. I woke up and forgot about the dream but remembered it earlier this morning and I feel HORRIBLE for dreaming about my friends boyfriend. I feel guilty about even liking him a little. Ifeel super guilty about my dream and just wanted to confess this and let some of my guilt disappear.
