My mental health has been getting worse, I went to therapy sessions, and they helped me stop thinking about suicide and suicidal thoughts etc, but I’m afraid of getting better, I can feel my emotions coming back and I’m beginning to miss the numbness, not caring about anything.. I want to die, a lot but now it will not be as easy, since I can feel things again, I thought therapy would take away my numbing pain but now it’s More pain with emotions, I care too much, and I hate it – caylumpitout
