i am 19, never really had a “real” gf, all i had was a couple months long relationship with a girl i never seen irl.. i am antisocial, introversion type of guy, i am really kind, i am wise, i would do anything for a girl i will hopefuly love, i would even die for her..i am serious. This kind of life is what i need in my life, life where i have a smart, loving, kind girlfriend that will love me for who i am, for my personality..i dont expect some super model, i dont even want it, i want regular girl, i dont really care about height, weight, colour of hair, type of body, style, glasses..i just..starting to loose my conviction that i will find a girl like that..i am starting to prepare for a life of a lonely old guy who is paying for girl company once a month from his regular charge..i am so scared to take a girl out..what if will be so quiet, i am really shy person around ppl i dont “know well”..if the girl was the one that is making decision what to do, asking questions about me, know what she want..well..i dont know..i just had to write this s*** somewhere.. //// i am not from english speaking country, so excuse my mistakes.
