i am 19, never really had a “real” gf, all i had was a couple months long relationship with a girl i never seen irl.. i am antisocial, introversion type of guy, i am really kind, i am wise, i would do anything for a girl i will hopefuly love, i would even die for her..i am serious. This kind of life is what i need in my life, life where i have a smart, loving, kind girlfriend that will love me for who i am, for my personality..i dont expect some super model, i dont even want it, i want regular girl, i dont really care about height, weight, colour of hair, type of body, style, glasses..i just..starting to loose my conviction that i will find a girl like that..i am starting to prepare for a life of a lonely old guy who is paying for girl company once a month from his regular charge..i am so scared to take a girl out..what if will be so quiet, i am really shy person around ppl i dont “know well”..if the girl was the one that is making decision what to do, asking questions about me, know what she want..well..i dont know..i just had to write this shit somewhere.. //// i am not from english speaking country, so excuse my mistakes.
