Alright.
So I had two dreams and they were connected.
One day I was with girl that I know from kindergarten(we did not talk for a very long time) and day
was OK, nothing special. Multiple hours of talking, alone in benches, me following her to her house and end hugging her.
I think that she is sweet and I like to have her in my company because I am a nostalgic s***.
When she went home(after the hug), I went home too. Slowly.
When I came back, I took a shower and checked my phone.
It was filled with worried messages from her, so I answered to them asap.
That night I had one of wierdest dreams.
Day was same, same topics, everything was same, but this time when I hugged her there was a guy staring at us and he shot her in the back! Ah, that face, she was shocked and dissapointed in me for not protecting her, i felt guility.
Ofcourse, I took good care of her and while waiting for ambulance I noticed that that same guy was grinning as she was dying. I ran to him, punched him in face as hard as possible and took his gun and show him. It felt f****** great to get revenge because I felt SOO BADD for her being shot! He got picked by black Mercedes truck and after that ambulance came. Next thing that I remember was being in ambulance, very worried. That my died grandpa came and said “Yea..Good job(angry, probs thinking on that sweet girl)”. That was lowest f****** feeling in my life!
I woke up in tears while hugging my pillow as hard as possible. That same day I felt so sad and lonely..
Next dream was very similar.
Same day, same everything but this time, I took bullet for her and said “take care” while dying.
Everything was confessed to her and from that point I take care of her because I feel responsibility.
Should I be worried?
