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I’m an idiot, unemployed, 2 daughters(one doesn’t know me) I denied her, I have only one pair of torn shoes, I’m lazy,

I cheat, mastubate and exploit people close to me, I have always wanted to kill myself but couldn’t go through with it because I was afraid it would hurt my fragile grandmother,

I don’t care about my mother and my sisters, sometimes I wonder why

I’m useless,I wonder why my girlfriend is stil with me, I would be made if she cheats, Infact I fantasize about that and would mastubate to it too, yeah I’m a freak

I have quit almost every job I have gotten, I’m very lazy,.. When my girlfriend was pregnant (she had saved money for the expected baby, I would steal it and smoke it on weed, I should mention Im addicted to tobacco and weed, I don’t like alcohol.

Anyway I have often asked myself why God brought me here, maybe it was to use me as an example of foolishness or something,

I have taken loans and ran away with people’s money, some even almost killed me two years back and to this day I haven’t gotten past it, I get scared even from hearing a gate open because I would think it’s them,,

I like don’t like people hell I don’t even like my own girlfriend, I don’t like talking or being with people,

I can’t type all at once I will continue some other time.. I wish I’d die soon I don’t like living I mean I didn’t ask to be born and I fail to control myself

New Confession

So, one time I told my mom that I wanna buy a lollipop, I was 17 that time. My step brother then asked if he could come my mom and I agreed. Me and my step brother let’s just call him Daniel. Daniel the both of went out to buy. We bought a few things lollies and he said he wanted a beer, so I bought one for him. But on the way home walking he asked saying “I have a lollipop why would you buy one?” I looked confused. But I just said I like the strawberry flavored more. he then asked if we could go somewhere for awhile, I agreed cuz’ why not, The house is boring anyway. We went to this secluded area it’s dim but not to dark. No person is walking at that time because it’s night a bit late. We sat down on the bench right beside each other. around probably 5 minutes passed, he took my hand and hovered at top of his “DIH’ it was hard, very hard. my hand is not inside yet. He spoke “you make me this hard everyday.” mind you he was 22 at that time. I sat down still, I didn’t move one bit and just let him do what he wants to. then, he puts my hand inside and helped me stroke his “Dih” I stroked it, he started moaning softly minutes passed like that, he spoke after “Can you s*** for me?” I nodded, because what can I do? I sucked his dih and he exploded on my mouth. I thought it was done and he told me to swallow so I did. after that we didn’t tell mom nor dad it’s our little secret. that was 6 months ago, and now we both sometimes do it when we are alone.

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