Well Im f****** sick today migraine + sore throat + bug bites= fml. I told my mum and said I wasnt cutting myself anymore which was a lie but she’ll never know. She’s never home always working trying to support three kids by herself working two jobs. Im trying to get a job to help pay the bills, Im sixteen and old enough to work. Its been hard to find a job. Its not like I can work at fast food joints when Im f****** vegetarian. Funny thing is my sperm donor dosent even give a s*** first he lied about paying for health insurance, like buddy we got papers saying that Im not on the card like you and your pig of a wife. I f****** hate my sperm donor he decides to come in my life 15 years later expexting me to call him father like wtf. All I wanted was a f****** father to call my own. When I was little I used to cry myself to sleep, silently so I wouldnt worry my mum, I just needed someone to be there. Even if you didnt have money it would have been great to spend some time with someone since my sister moved out and my bro’s only an infant. We all have different sperm donors if your wondering. I just.. want somebody to lean on for once, somebody to tell me its alright. Now Im f****** crying while typing this, thanks DAD. :”’) but actually :'(
