So here it goes.. so i

  • 11 years ago
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So here it goes..
so i loved a guy.. he cheated on me with my best friend.. it left me heart broken.. vulnerable.. i felt like dyin cuz i loved him a lot.. thn another guy came into my life.. it was so stupid.. cuz he blackmailed me to do h******* for him when ever he needed.. somehow i managed to escape from him.. these incidents made me develop a hatred towards men.. i wanted to feel better.. i wanted to get even.. i met this super cute nice guy.. we got commited.. but i din actually luv him or anythin.. but i loved the way he was caring and loving.. it reminded me of myself.. 2 yrs passed stil i dint fall in love with him.. i tried hard.. but love cant be forced right? i broke it off with him with great difficulty.. he cried.. but i dint have any choice.. now i feel guilty.. cuz i am no better than the guy who cheated me and the guy who blackmailed me.. i cant get out of this guilt.. its killing me each day..

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