My mom left and took my younger brother 3000 miles away and my dad has a girlfriend. I am so sad. I love someone but I’m still paralyzed by the fear that this will end exactly how it did last time. Music is the only thing that really brings purpose to my life and I’m not even good at my instrument, it’s killing me. And I feel like God doesn’t love me anymore because I stopped praying and going to church.
I don’t want to burden anyone with my feelings because they seem so stupid and it’s weak of me to be so bad at handling them. I don’t want to tell people how screwed up I am and how it’s so hard to keep from hurting myself when I’m alone. I’m 19 years old and I should have a grip on myself and not be in pain all the f****** time.
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