I’ve never told this to anybody,

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I’ve never told this to anybody, I think I never even admitted it to myself. When I was around 8 years old I was molested, my cousin did it. He was only 4 years older than me. I neved understood what happened. I simply did what he asked me to. My older brother found us and he told me to never be close to him again. I couldn’t tell this to anyone because I felt guilty about it, I felt disgusted. I wish it never happend to me. I used to think it wasn’t a big deal. I never really stopped to think about it, cause it really made me sick. But now I understand that that was so wrong and so mean in many ways that I just needed to let it out. I hate that part of me, because everytime I let a boy touches me, I feel like my whole body is dirt.

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  • get over it and play the poor bugger me song to someone else. no one is going to feel sorry for you. no one is going to help you. no one cares. no one likes you. and men will hate you all the more of it. they use it against you. wallow in your guilt, you should have known better then to stir up his desires. that just proves you are a devil child who had demonic infestations of demons, to corrupt your cousin who was only trying to help you. you bought it all on yourself. get over it.

    Anonymous June 3, 2013 2:23 am Reply
  • I don’t believe you. you looked for it and begged him to do it to you. you are just a demon child looking for pity. bad luck you wont get it here. suffer in hell. suffer it out.

    Anonymous June 3, 2013 2:24 am Reply
  • your spirit in a former life must have done something wrong and god has punished you with this thing. it weighs heavy on the young and that is punishment for past life crimes.

    Anonymous June 3, 2013 2:25 am Reply
  • save the world and kill yourself then. we will all be better for it if you died.

    Anonymous June 3, 2013 2:31 am Reply
  • Fuck you bastards

    Anonymous June 3, 2013 2:39 am Reply
  • yeh that is about your level. you wont get any sympathy here. you can run you can kick a hole but you can’t win. live with it.

    Anonymous June 3, 2013 3:38 am Reply

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