I’ve had the internet back for a week, but I’ve been lying to my online ‘friend’ about it so she would think I didn’t have access to the internet. The reason? I just don’t want to see her. I don’t feel like sitting in front of the computer all damn day on skype chatting with her. I just don’t. And if I tell her honestly, hey I don’t really feel like being online, I think I’m gonna take a break, she would probably get pissy and make me feel miserable and guilty. Strangely enough I only feel a little guilty about lying to her. I know it’s wrong but it’s the best way I know to deal with the situation…. bleh.
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sounds like you already do feel guilty but are in denial running away from what you have done will not help you its always with you.
are you such a coward you can’t feel guilty for something you did wrong?