I’ve changed so much in one year. I used to be 133 pounds and now I’m 113 pounds. I also cut my hair and dyed it for awhile, now its back to original color. I like wearing whatever I want and I used to get made fun off. I changed though. Now I have to put up a wall. I act really rude to everybody when I want. I cry a lot and get extremely angry. I write and read. I think I’m depressed but I’m not sure. I started selfharming but stopped a few weeks ago. I’m scared that nobody will see the full happy girl I was. Its only been a year but I’ve lost all my friends. I only have 3 now. I lost trust and stability. I’ve lost myself but I think I like it……
