ive been with this guy for 4 mouths … I think ive known him for a year … in that year he was with my cousin … shes like my sister … but for the first time I didn’t care .. like I didn’t care about her I cared about him and me … I wanted to fall asleep in his arms as he wishers his love to me .. to wake up in the same bed lean over just a couple inches and kiss him good morning .. to take care of him and love him ….. but now more afraid … afraid it will never happen its just like .. hes my dream … and every dream comes to an end im afraid to wake up and find out ive only been dreaming … that I never met him… maybe its just that hes far far away from me that makes me so scared or maybe that hes prefect in every single way … maybe its because hes treated me like no other he understands all of gone through and somehow loves me even im just broken … ive told him everything sometimes I think I shouldn’t in fear that hes catfishing… I worried that im not his only … I tried getting him to move but it never works … I just live my dream more then anything … to take care of him and love him
