I think it’s coming to the point where I am going to have to choose between continuing this miserable existence and eating my other half’s shotgun. There is no other way out. People tell you all the time that things will get better, you’ll be happy you didn’t kill yourself, dying isn’t worth it… No one really means it. No one understands and no one cares. Some people really should just kill themselves and WE ALL KNOW IT.
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But you do care. You do hurt. The thing about you people on the edge is you realize shit sucks, but then you all off yourselves before improving the situation. Think outside the box that you’re in for a moment. The box people/situations put you in. It only exists until you get right up in their face and say FUCKKKK YOUUUU!!!!!!!!!! Ahhh.
I no longer believe that things are going to improve. Gods would I LOVE to punch a few people in the face, but that wouldn’t solve anything. Then I would be even more trapped than I am now.
Thank you though. I will think about your response.
it was figurative. you think about it long and hard. you weren’t born yesterday.
I feel you! I feel like this A LOT> I am only still here because I know what it would do to my daughter.