I miss her more than she knows. I met the love if my life online. The problem is that I am married and have a son. I never met this woman in person. But we spoke every day online, exchanged emails all day online, talked on the phone frequently and even video chatted when we could. I fell in love with her and she fell in love with me. She was mine for 7 months. A month ago she said she was tired and just didn’t feel anything for me any more. She said I never really loved her anyways. That was thing she ever said to me. I know I am a jerk and in the wrong. I know she is better off without me and there was no end game. But I love her. It is New Years Eve and the person I want to hug and kiss to ring in the new year is thousands of miles away and feels nothing for me now. I don’t expect sympathy. I just wanted someone to know how much I love her.
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Realistically, how long do you think things would have lasted? Was she also in a relationship or was she single? If she was single, her heart probably couldn’t take knowing you were so far away and that you have a bond she longs for. Willing to bet she still has feelings for you too. You should be honest with your wife and tell her you’re not happy – you can’t be if you’re spending your time with other one you are professing love for here. You might feel you will loose your family and everything you’ve built, but is it fair to your son to see you unhappy around his mother? To know that things aren’t loving and dad isn’t happy? Children are sponges and absorb everything about their parents.