I Have To Say That This Is Wrong
I have just moved house, i’m 19 years old and i consider myself a lesbian, i met my neighbour and found out she’s a single lesbian mother of four. two of her sons live with her.she’s become one of my closest friends and we speak every day.
i’m starting to have feelings for her younger son, who is 15, nearly sixteen, but looks a lot older. i would never, ever act on this, but it’s just doing my head in.
he comes to see me every day, and i can feel his eyes on me, he stands close to me and looks at me in a way he doesn’t with anyone else. i don’t know what to do, because when i’m not with him, i’m thinking about him, and when i am with him, we’re getting closer and closer.
thankfully i have a lot of self-control, but it just confuses me.
