I have been obsessed with my sister’s best friend since the friend was 11. She is now 16 and I am 32. I started talking to her the other day and I gradually pushed the conversation to sex. I had her tits in my mouth three hours later.
She knows it all now. She know that I have been masturbating to pictures and thoughts of her for years. She said it was fine but I protested. I told her that I have been doing it for far longer than any normal person would find acceptable. She knows that I think about her when I am having sex with my wife. She knows that I want to taste her.
I am ugly. My body is repulsive. She is amazing. She is beautiful. She is perfect.
I wish I had kept it as a fantasy. Not out of guilt, though. I just do not know how to see her as an intelligent kid anymore. I just want to be inside her. I would leave my pregnant wife for her if I could ever get her to go for it.
