I have almost 27
I started seeing naked women, girls at age 8 and m********* at age 12, I even watched b********** and other illegal p***. I still watch online p********** and m*********.
I know that what I am doing is not morally right. However I just do that for timepass, I got erectile disfunction or should I say I do not c** as much as I used to and I dont get turned on at all! sometimes I think its because of medication that I am taking and sometimes I think its because the sings I have commited, nonetheless I what I am I really afraid of is getting settled in life. Afraid that I will not be a good father or my son/daughter will not be healthy or they will hate me! all of these taughts I bealive caused ED along with medication.
I know that I am not a morally good person, I have commited and still commiting lots of sins and I know that there are lots of poeple who love me and care about me.
God please forgive me and I know that forgiveness is a Big Word. As I stated I am still commiting sins even toght that Iknow that what I am doing is not right. Once asking for forginess I also ask you to help me in not to commit any sort of sin in onwards
your truly,
Me
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I’m going through the same thing (I’m a girl so its a tad different but mostly the same) I feel horrible but I know that God will help me and you through this and as long as we try to help ourselves he can help us so much more.
Going through this will just give you the experience that your future spouse may not have. If your kids go through something similar you can help them through it better after having gone through it yourself. I believe in you!
I want you to know that I support you completely and I will pray for you, my friend.
I hope you find a whole bunch of happiness through your life and I hope you have a great Christmas.
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