i have a beautiful cousin. i have crush on her. i told her how much i love her and we talked alot just on text. i never say a romantic word face-to-face to her.we suddenly talked about kiss and male-female relationships.she take interest on it. and we talk almost 2 months and we never met alone during these 2 months. i belong to the society where talking about kiss or s** is considered as offensive and weird until a person get married. but when we met first time after she knows my feeling, i just kissed her . she was expecting something else, something romantic something attractive and i just kissed her, this clicked in her mind and she thought after all that time that i am just hungry for s**. how stupid i was. i had no love life before. i should treat her nicely. but after that first day now she is so far away. she broke up with me in last year. and we have just one year relationship. and that first day kissing makes everything different. i want to tell her still i am in love with her and i cant stop thinking about her when ever i see any girl.
