i bought heroin for the first

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i bought heroin for the first time a few weeks ago. i had met a random guy, not sure if he’s a junkie or what, and i asked him if he knew where to get heroin and we went out and scored. it was a shady back alley deal. anyway, i smoked it by myself and nothing happened. second time we had a different dealer and i smoked that too. apparently smoking it (“chasing the dragon”) takes practice and its not uncommon for it to get wasted. so even the second time nothing happened. i would shoot it into my veins if only i hadn’t gotten so fat. in 2012 i was in hospital for nearly killing myself and one of the nurses humiliated me by saying in front of my family and the girl i loved ‘oh, that’s right, you’re the guy with the bad veins’ and they had to hook up the blood transfusions through a vein in my foot. i just want to experience heroin. feel good. i’m not even depressed these days, not even suicidal anymore – i’m numb and i’ve lost hope, i’ve given up, i’m dead, i’m alone and i have no power to fix my life. i’m just letting it slip by. and i was once a smart, attractive, fun, good person. now i’m a p************. a recluse. 24 and fading out.

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  • Hey, my best friend just returned from rehabilitation for Heroin, please don’t do heroin. I know, you just want to escape, nothing matters, i have felt the same and have even used hard drugs in the past to numb my feelings. It’s not worth it, i can tell you just after 2 months of being addicted to heroin and oxycontin, my friends life was fucked. Atleast just smoke weed dude….at least you wont be killing yourself…

    Anonymous March 15, 2014 2:41 pm Reply

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