I am a girl, in a relationship with a boy. He makes me happy and I enjoy his company. I don’t want to leave him, but every night when alone, this feeling of sadness comes over me, and I wish I was with my ex-girlfriend. The same ex who has caused me so much pain, and who makes me beyond furious on a regular basis. There’s just something about laying in bed that makes me blind to all that stuff, and I want her back.