Feels like I am loosing this battle. I used to be such a happy person. Now am depressed and wishing I no longer had a life. Why did God waste the life blessing on me? There are kids right now who are suffering much more worthy to live here than I. Why do they have to go and I stay? I have one friend and no family of my own. Unloved, depressed, and disheartened. I do not have the courage to take my own life.
