Ok so I need feel like I need to confess something.
I’m really embarrassed about something. The thing is though I’m not sure how much I trust these “anonymous” websites. I am scared I am going to write something, then it will come back and bite me in the a** at a later date. So I am going to be a bit on the vague side.
Anyway I really like this girl, but she is too young for me. She’s an adult though, so it’s nothing creepy. I fully admit that I find her attractive, which i don’t think is a bad thing. I don’t think it’s wrong to find someone a bit younger attractive, but it’s wrong to act on your feelings for an inappropriate crush. I haven’t acted on my feelings and asked her on a date (as that would be wrong), but there is a little part of me that keeps telling me maybe it’s not so bad to act on your feelings. I keep telling that part of me to shutup though and stop being stupid.
I just feel really bad, as I need to stop thinking about her and stop having inappropriate thoughts about her. I wish I could just tell myself that my thoughts are wrong and they just stopped. If only it was that easy. I just want to confess that I wish I could stop liking this girl, but I am struggling. I do honestly feel bad about it.
I think I may just need to distance myself from her, as it’s for the best. It’s just difficult though. Somethings are a lot easier said than done.
