This year is the worst. I’ve lost all hope in myself. I’ve lost everything this year. My girlfriend (ex now) cheated on me and then left me for the same dude she cheated on me with. My parents are now getting tired of me (thats what I feel). I dont think i have any future now. Today I lost my job also and have almost no money in my account. I am 24 years old and i pray to god that he kills me, I dont have the courage to do it myself.
I cant even help myself now, ive lost in life. Its been so long that i have been living with depression and now i cant take anymore. I just want this to end. I need a full stop for my life.
