so my husband left the country,and i have cried for soo long.i know no one but him in the country, im in lebanon,im mix my mom’s side is romanina my dad’s is lebanesse but my familly is in europe now,,so no family,no friends only me and my 8 years old son,the thing is i had suffered from emotional problems i cant stand him leaving im so attached to him,,
and im supper beautiful,,i dont see it, people do and this thing makes my husband unconfortable,,
people always stare whenever i pass which is making me uncomfartable 2,well i understand that in beirut people have no bounderies but i entered body shop tonight i wanted to buy a perfum,,,the sales person was a male and too nice i said ok thank you for helping and i went to candels sections the guy was trying ti hit on me by showing the items and getting closser,so i sad thank you ill by this and on my way out i’ve heard him saying in arabic come so let me f*** you,,i was abt to leave and since my dad is lebanesse and i understand the accent i looked back and i couldnt stop my anger,,i started shouting and shouting and shouting and shouting…i went out in a hurry…i was shaking i had my son in the car,,i tried to drive i was anxious and tempered i mad a car accident immediatly,,,now i m home at night still crying and i dont know whyy or how i can make self feel better??
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u seem to be vulenerable and need your husband but meanwhile try to be calm and relax..do stuff to ocupy u and make u relax..ppl can be idiots by talking like that..if they dont say u can actually see from the way they stick their eyes that they mean it..just ignore and next time throw a big word at him like : maybe you would like it so much if a guy says that to your sister…that will teach him a lesson of respect!..
I understand where you’re coming from. When I moved to Lebanon, I had to adapt the the ignorance of many Lebanese guys and their very prejudiced view points of certain types of women.
Your beauty is not a crime and you shouldn’t think of it that way. When people say such comments to you, hit them back with a comment like “shou mhazab” or “ill be in contact with your supervisor”. That would make him shit in his pants. 🙂
You shouldn’t care much for suckers like that. They don’t deserve your time, nor for you to get angry over them. Especially since you had your child in the car, you need to learn to control your anger for the sake of your child.
I’m glad how ever you both made it out safely from the accident.
I hope your husband comes back soon. And you can always use skype for now. this way you can see each other and feel close.
And about you not having friends, join a language class, join a gym, take an aerobics class, you’ll see how that would help your mood improve.
Do you work? cuz that could be a good place for friends.
but keep in mind, don’t go chasing for friends. it’s the worst feeling. i know cuz ive been through that. let them come to you.
Goodluck!
yea the person who wrote the second comment is right! start having activities in social places like gym or classes.
i’m a lebanese guy and i know how guys are retarded and cheap. what happened in that store happened, i’m sorry you had to spent your night crying, the good thing you arrived home safely with your kid.
as for having friends, a lot of people will offer friendship, you need to know who and why you’re choosing this friend instead of that.
that’s life, we learning something new every day no matter how old we are. keep your head up, your beauty isnt a sin nor its a crime, its a gift from God and so are friendships. You might end up having some friends from this site, you can never know :), some will offer their friendships but i hope you can make wise decisions when it comes to this. I hope you can update me on what happens with you, I would love to hear from you.
Goodluck,
Issa