02-07-10(19:54:11)

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I have no idea what i’m doing with my life. lately i’m just out of focus. this is effecting everything, my studies, my relations with people. i always try to hide it and i cant talk to anyone about it, because i dont know what “it” is. i dno if im in the right major, and if im not its too late to change. and i dno why im not using my full potential though im aware that i can be 100 times more productive than i am now. i dont know what i want or who i want. and im scared if i keep rejecting guys because i dont think they’re my type, i’m scared that ill miss out on everything and end up alone. i still believe in true love and theres this person that will come and save me from all the horrible things ive been through before. i know this sounds silly but i just have no idea what to do or where to start from. i lost a lot of myself, and it all goes back to a broken heart. yes cliche excuse for everything, but its the truth.. time doesnt heal as quickly as i want it to.
Thank god for everything anyway, but i just want a clear mind…

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  • You might be going through a phase. I think what you’re experiencing is healthy. Maybe you’ll realize you were good at something or that you liked something you never even knew existed? Maybe it’ll give you a new perspective on dating and love. I say you work with things right now. Do what you want but above all, keep progressing either in your love life or in your education/career. Never just stop and watch everyone else. That’s when time will pass you by and you’ll wish you could rewind everything. If time doesn’t heal as quickly as you want it to, why stand by and wait for it when instead you could progress at the same time? It’s like you’re doing two things at once.

    T.A.

    Anonymous July 3, 2010 10:18 pm Reply
  • That sounds so familiar to me, I have been there and so have many others, so don’t worry you’re perfectly normal. Sounds to me like you are experiencing anxiety – I’ve found this happens me as a result of over-thinking things. What can really help is letting yourself do some things that are purely for you – not about career, or relationships with others. These could include sport, a hobby, or just calling up a friend and going for a coffee. I also find writing is really helpful. It doesn’t matter if your not a creative type, just write a few pages of any thoughts, it really helps to get things out of your system. Don’t show what you write to anyone, that way you are free to put absolutely anything down on the page! Meditation and relaxation techniques are great too. Many of us tend to put ourselves under so much pressure to go out and get the perfect career, the perfect partner and the perfect life. The truth is, nothing is perfect. Life is really about finding a balance and enjoying yourself. You’ll find if you sort out your emotions, the career and love life will follow a little later. Sorry, I’m a bit long-winded but hope this helps in some way.

    Anonymous July 7, 2010 12:45 am Reply
  • you know i’ll always have your back

    Anonymous October 1, 2010 10:30 pm Reply
  • <3

    Anonymous October 2, 2010 12:50 am Reply

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