I steal a wide array of prescription pills from family and friends, fake my GP out for personal prescriptions, and buy illegal drugs. I read the possible drug interactions on websites and combine them as dangerously as I can.
Death isn't looking for me as hard as I'm looking for it.
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I think you’re only doing it because after a couple of failed attempts, you now think that shit is never going to work on you.
There are ways trust me, and they do work.
But yea, once you’re heart beat drops to nearly zero, and you can’t even get up or even yell out help, you’re going to realize you never ever really wanted this.
So stop acting like a prick and thank God you’re alive, and while you’re at it seek therapy.
just think of all thosepeople that no matter how shitty their life or health may be they strive! They do therapies that cause even greater pain, they hope they pray! Why do u think they strive! Cuz they are a step away from death, they feel it approaching and they realise that no matter what, life is sweet! Life is beautiful! Nobody has a perfect life, we all have problems we all wish for a better life, but we all live for just those few moments. Few moments in our life that will justify all the shit we go through! Thay may not be too many but they worth it! Get your shit together… No matter what the reason may be believe me it aint worth it! No matter how disappointed you may be at yourself at least make sure that when u leave from this world people will think of u and smile, than curse u for all the pain you caused to all you ve left behind! Dont be selfish!
You need help. Find someone to talk to.
Your friends and family need you. If you go, they will be totally lost. Could you do that to them?
Once one of your attempts succeeds, you will really regret it.
Please, ask for help.
dude your not the first person to try and do this and you wont be the last to die of it. try reading ‘a million little pieces’ by james frey – it helped for me.