• 6 years ago
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This might be quite long. But I need to get it all out. So a few years back I started thinking my music teacher was quite attractive. Ok fine, quite a lot of teenage girls have little teacher crushes. The thing is with this is that he’s a musician and quite well known in his genre. I also knew his music before even starting at the school he works at. This makes it very easy to find pictures of him and little things about him. It also means his social media isn’t on private. So this ‘crush’ has been going on for about 2 years now. My friends don’t get it and think I’m weird. I’ve looked at stuff like Teacher Crush Community and I can kind of relate. We talk quite a lot and he knows I really like his music but I think we’re more like friends and that’s fine. I know quite a lot about him. I recently fell out with one of best friends because of him as well. She started saying All you ever do is talk about Sir. It’s weird. I’ve told her multiple times to not say stuff like that because it really upsets me. I got over it but she hasn’t and has been spreading stuff around school that I’m obsessed with him. Which is fine. I don’t care about stuff like that really because I’ve been hearing it since before I liked him. But then she started saying we were having an affair and sleeping together which isn’t true and I don’t even want it to be true. At this point, I decided to tell him what she was saying because he could’ve got in trouble. It wasn’t awkward or anything because we’re quite close but he wants to talk to someone about it which is cute. The other thing I was upset about was the fact that he’s engaged. I think him and his fiance are super cute and I really think he loves her. I was so happy when I found out but what if she had found out what people were saying. I’d be so upset if something happened to them. It’s weird because I don’t want him. I want to be there for him and I want him to be happy but I don’t want him. But I think I love him. I love him but I don’t want him.

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  • shite

    Anonymous February 4, 2018 4:24 pm Reply

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