I’m newly engaged to be married. The wedding date is set for a little more than a year away. I am very excited to be taking this next step with someone I consider the love of my life. But I am fat. I would like to lose about 75lbs. I am going to work my hardest to lose as much as possible before the wedding. I want to much smaller for the big day. My confession is even as a fat woman I have never seen a single fat bride and thought they looked beautiful. All I see is rolls, the thick hanging arm fat, the face puffy, round belly and back fat. Jiggling legs and sausage fingers and toes. They always appear to look squished together to me. I see a pig in makeup and a dress. I do not want to look like a pig on a day I will look back on forever. Bye being big.
