I dont know what im doing anymore
I feel alone all the time
even when im with family
even when im with friends
I don’t know if this will ever go away
I fee deprived
I want things to end
I lost two people who were very close to me
Im glad i lost people who dont give a f*** about but that space… it beckons
I want to run away.. and just leave everything behind
I need some space
All my emotions are like icing but no cake
My laughter echoes out into the space, while inside i’m mute
My tears only flow when there is no audience
i dont know how much longer i can hold on like this anymore
i dont want to be rescued, I want it to end so i have nothing to be rescued from
