For the past few weeks, I have been seeing this girl. I just don’t know what went wrong… Was I needy? Was I pushy? I gave her flowers and surprised her with flowers delivered straight to her door. I know it was too fast to buy her all this but she was stressed and it was her graduation. I know I’m a bit stalkerish but looking at her twitter. But it seemed she never even cared. Like I was a stepping stone to get over her ex. All the kisses. All the times I helped you get to sleep. Did it mean nothing? Was it actually really nothing? Fuck my life. Fuck my life up Not again Why is this happening again!

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