I fell in love, with a girl that I was trying to avoid falling in love with. I asked God in multiple different ways to give me a sign if it was the right thing to do, and all I received were positive things. After six years of being in that relationship, we broke it off, one because her parents would never accept me because of my religion, and that’s really important to her. The second because she doesn’t think she can or wants to fulfill, raising our future children in my religion. She as from a different religion, but I never considered her any different, not really. I feel like I should leave everything behind and go be with her, change my morals, change myself, change everything that I am, because it would be worth it to be with her. I can’t change this thing that’s happened, and I don’t think we’re good for one another…but as she gains more and more distance from me…everything feels horrible. I can’t see her events on my calendar, our mutual friends seem more and more distant. I love her a lot…all i want to do is call her up and see how she’s doing. I want nothing but the best for her. I’m just in a lot of pain in my heart, and I don’t want to let her go…even though I think I know that I have to.
