So I’m saying this here because I’m too much of a coward to say this to you in real life. You don’t know this and hell, you probably don’t even feel anywhere near the same as I do, but I rely on you. There’s so much shit going on in my life right now and you have no idea how much it helps just to talk to you every day. We don’t even talk about whatever’s going on right now, but we spend most of our time on a call playing video games. You have no idea how much that takes my mind off of things, so thank you. It kinda stings a bit, knowing that you have eyes for someone else. Regardless of that, i’m going to do my best to make sure you and that special someone end up together. As long as you’re happy, i’ll do anything. I guess it’s sort of a ‘thank you’ for being there for me. I’m perfectly fine just being your supportive best friend. Anyways, I’ll always be there for you. I promise.
whoops that was a mess, I’m just typing as I think and my thoughts are always all over the place. I hope you never read this for my sake and for yours.