I was madly in love with someone for five years, and he liked me back for all of those five years. but instead of doing the smart normal thing and being with that person and marrying them – I kept them at a distance and I found someone else to fall in love with. I guess I thought that I wouldnt be what that person needed, or wanted or deserved. I didnt see enough good in myself for them.. and now I every now and again i think of what my life would have been like had I taken that leap of faith and just done something about it.. but it’s a little bit too late now.. i think,..
