I’m in love with my best friend who happens to be asexual. She’s honestly one of the best people I’ve ever known and the first and only person I’ve ever felt this kind of affection for. I don’t want her to change for me, and even though I will probably /always/ think of her like that, I’m perfectly enthralled just to be one of her best friends. Really I’m just afraid I won’t feel like this for anyone else. I’m not a socialite, very seldom date, and when I do they’re usually less than pleasant people. I’m scared of being alone, but I also just can’t get into dating
