26-06-11(23:04:58)

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So I broke up with my boyfriend sometime back. He was my first love, my first kiss, my first real boyfriend. I got over him with self-love. It took time, it took tears. But I did it. And I’m proud of myself. Today he came to me, turns out he had been in another relationship. With a girl who had once been one of my closest friends. I feel betrayed. I know we’re not together anymore, I know I don’t love him anymore, but I still feel betrayed. I always knew that was going to happen. I always knew they had some background romance without knowing they did. Even when we were together, I felt it. She was a threat. I didn’t like her. I stopped talking to her because of it. And today he came to me for advice. Asking how I got over him. i told him. Then that’s when he told me about him and her. My heart started beating faster. No. I didn’t want to hear it. But I didn’t want to be a b****, so I let him tell me. They were having problems, a month and a half of being together and they had an argument. She had taken her friend’s word over his. And she claimed to love him. B*******. Ugggh. Anyways. I unfriended her from facebook, I couldn’t take it. I’ve been trying to close that door for too long without really succeeding. right now I want to laugh in his face. He now knows how it feels. To have your heart broken. Like he broke me. He broke me twice. I haven’t forgiven him for it. I don’t know if I will someday. And it scares me. it scares me that I take such pleasure from his pain because he caused me pain once upon a time. Because I feel betrayed. it scares me.

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  • It comes with the package.

    T.A.

    Anonymous June 27, 2011 1:13 pm Reply
  • Has JoeMonco weighed in on this at all? I can’t form an opinion without help from JoeMonco.

    Anonymous June 27, 2011 10:10 pm Reply

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