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January 6th, 2018.
Slept alright. Went to bed at 3AM. Woke up at noon. Drank coffee.

I feel numb today.
Except for a tingling, pulling sensation in the pit of my stomach through to my lower back.
Kinda want to make out with someone, or hook up with someone, and not give a s*** about it.
My shoulders also feel weird.
I feel cold as well. Except around my chest.
I want to paint, but don’t feel like moving.
I can’t make my eyes smile.
I want to be more skinny, and have more defined hips. I want my nose to be smaller.
Still can’t make my eyes smile.
Still listening to “70s lite rock”. (By the way, an excellent song is: “More Than a Woman” by the Bee Gees)

I’m still avoiding Maggie’s text, not as close with her as last year. Feel kinda bad.
At least I still look like Biondina.

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